我感谢主，让我身边有许多祝福、照顾、支持和帮助我的弟兄姐妹。

这男生，是我从小看着他长大，而且以前每个主日都是我驾福音车载他们一家人来教会。虽然那个时候我们只是普普通通的朋友，但没有想到好几年过后，我生命中有许多“第一次”，都是他陪伴在我的身边。

第一次灌录唱片，是他陪伴在身边，为我加油打气！有进过录音室的人都知道，在外边听别人唱歌或录音是极度枯燥乏味的事情，而且时间又很长。但，他总是不离不弃，一有空档就随时赶来录音室。

第一次做爸爸，也是他陪伴在身边，一起躺在医院冰冷的地板过夜、等待孩子的出世。当时，我看得出他已经非常疲惫；叫他回去休息，他总是回答说：“没关系，再陪你多一会儿”。

当然，还有许多他给于我的帮助和支持，我没有一一列出。我对这个人除了感恩之外，还是感恩！那份感动深深铭刻在心坎。。。

他是谁？他就是我的好弟兄—家荣。

刚过去的主日，当牧师提到这个“剃光头行动”时，我的心异常激动，因为我知道祝福别人的机会来了！

这个行动可以分成3个方面：
1。无条件剃头，以行动支持癌症儿童。

2。捐钱给癌症儿童协会。

3。出价让别人买你的头发。意思是说：我出的价钱是马币一千零吉，若是有一人或多人肯捐款至马币一千零吉，要我剃头；那我就

得剃，而捐款将悉数捐给癌症儿童协会。

通常，患癌的病人最自卑的是在作化疗的时候掉头发，甚至导致光头。其实，没有一个人喜欢这样，每个人都希望自己有一头乌黑亮丽的头发。

当牧师问我要多少钱才肯剃头时，我出价马币一万零吉。请不要误会，不是我“吊起来卖”，耍大牌，自以为是！乃是希望为这些患癌症的儿童出一份绵力。就算到时连一毛钱都筹不到，我也会考虑无条件剃头。我要在实际的行动上支持这些儿童，告诉他们千万不要自卑，在这世上还是有人支持及关心他们！当然，我最希望的是：不但在精神和行动上支持，也能为他们筹到款项！
我的一个好弟兄为了让我有心里准备，“预先”让我看看自己光头的样子。虽然照片与“本尊”的芦山真面目有着天渊之别，但好歹也可以做个“最坏的打算”。。。哈哈哈哈！！！

当我们看到垃圾桶时，我们的第一个反应就是避而远之，掩鼻而过。没有人喜欢收藏垃圾，会发臭的更令人厌恶！

我们是否想过，很多的时候我们的心跟垃圾桶一样，没有分别！为何我如此一言呢？因为如果我们不真正认真的省察和调整自己的内心，我们的内心就会充满了骄傲、苦毒、怨恨、批判、论断、诡诈等等等。。。如果这些不是垃圾，那这些是什么？可能我们已经收藏在内心几十年了，老早都腐烂发臭了！

今天是不是应该清理我们内心里的垃圾了？

刚过去的主日（07/03）我在教会讲道。我跟教会的弟兄姐妹分享了一则故事，好多人都被感动落泪！这是我一个朋友在几年前转载给我的，我读过很多次，每次都一样的感动我的心。

这是一则英文故事.我感到非常抱歉,我没有时间翻译….这故事如下:

I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them.

I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, “Are you sure I don’t have enough money” She replied a bit impatiently, “You know that you don’t have enough money for it. The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere that she had to go get some other things and would be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll.

After a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for. He said, “It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it.” I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it. He said “No, Santa can’t go where my sister is…I have to give the doll to my Momma to take to her”. I asked him where his sister was.

He looked at me with the saddest eyes and said “She has gone to be with Jesus”. My Daddy says that Momma is going to have to go be with her. My heart nearly stopped beating. Then the boy looked at me again and said, “I told my Daddy to tell Momma not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store”. Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture. I told him I would love to. He pulled out some pictures he’d had taken at the front of the store. He said “I want my Momma to take this with her so she don’t ever forget me.” “I love my Momma so very much and I wish she did not have to leave me”. “But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister.”

I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so very quiet. While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pulled out a handfull of bills. I asked the little boy, “Shall we count that money one more time?” He grew excited and said “Yes, I just know it has to be enough”. So I slipped my money in with his and we began to count it.

Of course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, “Thank you Jesus for giving me enough money.” Then the boy said “I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to buy this doll so Momma can take it with her to give to my sister.” “And he heard my prayer”. “I wanted to ask him for enough to buy my Momma a white rose, but I didn’t ask him, but he gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Momma.” “She loves white roses so very very much”.

In a few minutes the aunt came back and I wheeled my cart away. I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shopping in a totally different spirit than when I had started. And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier about a drunk driver hitting a car and killing a little girl and the Mother was in serious condition. The family was deciding on rather to remove the life support. Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.

Two days later I read in the paper where the family had disconnected the life support and the young woman had died. I could not forget the little boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later that day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought some white roses and took them to the funeral home where the young woman was. And there she was holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store.

I left there in tears, my life changed forever. The love that little boy had for his little sister and his mother was overwhelming.

“We make a living by what we get; We make a life by what we give.”

希望这则故事一样感动你!也学习为别人付出……

一转眼又是春节。。。

对我来说，我最期待的还不是拜年，年糕，汽水还是红包；而是可以回家乡探望等我回家吃团圆饭的父母亲。

这种想要回家的心情不是每一个人可以理解的，只有那些离乡背井，长期在外头打拼的游子，或是出外求学的学生才可以真正体会到这归家的心情。

其实，每当回到家里，看到父母亲越来越苍老，心里总有说不出的酸，说不出的痛！我知道有一天他们会离开我，而这是我最害怕的分离！我真的要珍惜每一次的机会，也要尽所能把欢乐带给他们。

一回到家，妈妈就开始唠唠叨叨，总有讲不完的话。小时候，真的很厌烦妈妈“念经”，可是现在长大了，反而希望她可以讲多一些，甚至被她“骂”。。。就是希望可以听多一些她的声音。而爸爸呢，就会很自豪的拿出他自己制作的二胡，拉一些老曲子叫我听，还一直问我好听吗？有没有进步？我是多么希望这一切永远不会画上休止符…

今天，1月26日是我和她结婚8周年纪念日。

她~一个平凡朴素，却在我的生命占有一席非常重要地位的女人~汉香。

这8年一路走来，不曾听过她对我有什么物质享受上的要求。

8年前，当我们刚刚结婚的时候，我们几乎是一无所有；我们甚至都没有床，只有褥子，一个便宜的衣橱和化妆台，这就是我们新人房的家私。。。但她从来都没有埋怨！

记得每个早上我起床的时候，望着身边新婚的妻子，心中总有深深的愧疚感。好多的时候真的非常讨厌自己，为什么不能给她更好的！好多次，我都会问她：“你会后悔嫁给我吗？我都没有办法给你很好的东西！”。每次她都会望着我，对我说：“我从来都没有后悔，我已经非常满足！”。 那份的鼓励，安慰和感动我都铭刻在心，直到今天！

这8年来，她总是在背后默默的支持和鼓励我要好好爱主，好好的事奉神！

她是上帝给我最大的祝福和礼物。。。我希望我永远都是她最好的男人！

昨天清晨，我几乎是“痛醒”！原来我的牙龈突然发炎，疼痛无比！

昨天一整天，真的是坐立难安；我的左脸，包括头，耳朵，脸部一直阵阵抽痛，连讲话都困难，唉！搞到浑身都不舒服。

后来，就看医生，照着指示服药，所以这两天都是靠药物“克制”疼痛。。。。哈哈哈哈哈！

感谢主！现在好多了！所以啊,一个肢体受伤/疼痛，全身都会不舒服！切记！切记！！

最近的心情真的不太好，可以说是非常沉重！一个极大的打击突然临到。。。

但请放心，因为心碎了，感觉累了，我还是坚持继续走耶稣的路！

无意中发现这些毫不起眼的植物，我把它们给拍摄下来。。。

这些植物在恶劣的环境与条件下，它们都不低头、都不放弃，依然选择要生存下来；更何况你和我都是上帝的儿女！在这世上，有时难免会遇到暴风雨，这绝对不是我们要放弃自己的理由。

在绝地里，它们都不放弃生存的权利。再难过、绝望。。。总会有一片的蓝天！耶稣尚且照顾野地的花，天上的鸟，更何况我们都属于耶稣，你和我都是耶稣的宝贝！

如果因着无法承担在这地上的痛苦，而想要选择了断自己的生命，难道你就可以承担在地狱里，永远到永远的痛苦吗？！

只要活着，就一定有希望！不要怀疑耶稣所能为你做的事！！！！！

我知道BLOG可以带来很大的影响力。但基本上，我的生活非常忙碌，特别是有了孩子之后，更是分身乏术！而且每写一篇，都要花很多的时间和精神。

挣扎了很久，也考虑了很久；最终才决定：好，就偶尔在部落格上更新，写一些东西吧！但也抱着几个原则：

一）希望可以鼓励到一些人，也鼓励自己。因为我发现到，当开始写一些积极造就的东西，不但可以鼓励到别人，自己的信心也会被鼓励哦！而且可以提醒自己很多东西。

二）千万不要为了提高部落格的人气而拼命“挤”出东西来写，拉拢人气。如果都没时间陪家人，或说的属灵一点：都没时间祷告和读圣经了，还去写Blog?我不是假属灵，乃是真的要懂得平衡和什么是我们的优先次序。

三）不要拿别人来开玩笑。。。。这是我生命中的一大败笔！有的时候总喜欢把自己的快乐建在别人的痛苦上。牧师在台上教导我们:“讲者无心，听者有意”。很多的时候我们会觉得自己开的玩笑都没什么，为甚么那些人那么“玩不起”？但事实是：没有人喜欢被别人当着玩笑。有的时候，那些人表面上好像若无其事，但自尊心被伤害，我们都不知道。

四）既然要写，就好好的写，不要只是“三分钟热度”。好好的策划时间，正所谓“灵修亲近神有时，照顾家也有时；事奉传福音有时，写Blog也有时”。。。。。。

最后还是希望我的部落格能够“荣神益人”！