最近有好多人关心和询问我的第二张专辑几时发行；我除了很开心之外，也很感动大家的支持。

原本计划在7月18日发行，而且在教会也有诗歌见证分享。。。但我的专辑延期了。。。真对不起！叫大家失望了。。。但不要灰心，今年肯定会发行！

延期最大的原因是发现到混音(Mixing)部分弄得非常不理想，最后决定换个混音工程师（Mixing Engineer)重新弄过。

希望大家多多为这专辑祷告，不只是有很高的水准和受欢迎；更重要的是上帝恩膏及使用这专辑来吸引许多的人来到耶稣面前，而且荣耀耶稣，阿们！

我感谢主，让我身边有许多祝福、照顾、支持和帮助我的弟兄姐妹。

这男生，是我从小看着他长大，而且以前每个主日都是我驾福音车载他们一家人来教会。虽然那个时候我们只是普普通通的朋友，但没有想到好几年过后，我生命中有许多“第一次”，都是他陪伴在我的身边。

第一次灌录唱片，是他陪伴在身边，为我加油打气！有进过录音室的人都知道，在外边听别人唱歌或录音是极度枯燥乏味的事情，而且时间又很长。但，他总是不离不弃，一有空档就随时赶来录音室。

第一次做爸爸，也是他陪伴在身边，一起躺在医院冰冷的地板过夜、等待孩子的出世。当时，我看得出他已经非常疲惫；叫他回去休息，他总是回答说：“没关系，再陪你多一会儿”。

当然，还有许多他给于我的帮助和支持，我没有一一列出。我对这个人除了感恩之外，还是感恩！那份感动深深铭刻在心坎。。。

他是谁？他就是我的好弟兄—家荣。

一看我的标题，就大概知道我要讲什么了，对吗？哈哈哈哈。。。

我最近真的非常忙碌，特别是第二张专辑即将发行，很多决定需要做。后期部分真的非常重要，包括混音、封面等等，还有校对一大堆的文字。。。看到眼花缭乱！

感谢主！我可以再发第二张专辑。我知道这一切都是耶稣的恩典、怜悯、鼓励、安慰和供应！我不是“假谦卑”，我所说的这一切话都是真的！

希望这张专辑可以救到很多灵魂，把许多人带到耶稣面前，更加重要的是：荣耀耶稣！！

刚过去的主日，当牧师提到这个“剃光头行动”时，我的心异常激动，因为我知道祝福别人的机会来了！

这个行动可以分成3个方面：
1。无条件剃头，以行动支持癌症儿童。

2。捐钱给癌症儿童协会。

3。出价让别人买你的头发。意思是说：我出的价钱是马币一千零吉，若是有一人或多人肯捐款至马币一千零吉，要我剃头；那我就

得剃，而捐款将悉数捐给癌症儿童协会。

通常，患癌的病人最自卑的是在作化疗的时候掉头发，甚至导致光头。其实，没有一个人喜欢这样，每个人都希望自己有一头乌黑亮丽的头发。

当牧师问我要多少钱才肯剃头时，我出价马币一万零吉。请不要误会，不是我“吊起来卖”，耍大牌，自以为是！乃是希望为这些患癌症的儿童出一份绵力。就算到时连一毛钱都筹不到，我也会考虑无条件剃头。我要在实际的行动上支持这些儿童，告诉他们千万不要自卑，在这世上还是有人支持及关心他们！当然，我最希望的是：不但在精神和行动上支持，也能为他们筹到款项！
我的一个好弟兄为了让我有心里准备，“预先”让我看看自己光头的样子。虽然照片与“本尊”的芦山真面目有着天渊之别，但好歹也可以做个“最坏的打算”。。。哈哈哈哈！！！

当我们看到垃圾桶时，我们的第一个反应就是避而远之，掩鼻而过。没有人喜欢收藏垃圾，会发臭的更令人厌恶！

我们是否想过，很多的时候我们的心跟垃圾桶一样，没有分别！为何我如此一言呢？因为如果我们不真正认真的省察和调整自己的内心，我们的内心就会充满了骄傲、苦毒、怨恨、批判、论断、诡诈等等等。。。如果这些不是垃圾，那这些是什么？可能我们已经收藏在内心几十年了，老早都腐烂发臭了！

今天是不是应该清理我们内心里的垃圾了？

Roger Ling…一个我鲜少提起的名字。这个人到底是谁？他有什么特别之处？告诉您，他是我的吉他启蒙老师！

当时，我只有十三岁，在我家乡的一间小教会认识他。他和他的妹妹是英文部的吉他手，因为华语教会刚刚开始，所以每一个礼拜都邀请他和妹妹来为我们弹吉他。

有一天，教会的传道问我们这群少年人，有谁想要学弹吉他？而且是完全免费的。老实说，我不是很有兴趣，只是因为身边的朋友都报了名，那我就随便凑个热闹；而吉他老师就是Roger Ling.

他只比我年长十岁罢了。跟他学弹吉他一段时间才知道，他患了血癌，而且已经到了末期。但是，我从来不曾看到他愁眉苦脸，他比好多人都喜乐！他不曾责骂过我们，每一次都是那么有耐心的教导和纠正。他常常告诉我们的一句话就是：一定要努力和认真练习，将来要用来荣耀和事奉耶稣！这句话深深的影响了我，也造就我到今天！

不久之后，他去世了。。。我记得那个时候，我在他的家门口，骑着脚车，一直徘徊。我的心非常难过，可是我提不起勇气进去看他最后一面。。。我一直遗憾到今天。

过后，我还是继续的学吉他，是跟他的妹妹学。原来，Roger在去世之前，吩咐妹妹一定要继续教我们弹吉他，好让我们可以事奉，不会半途而废！就这样，我就一直在音乐上事奉神到今天，也出了唱片。

一个人的生命，甚至一句话可以对别人有着深远的影响。

今天，我和你都是上帝的孩子；不要只是白白活在这个世界。趁着还有一口气，用我们的生命和口中出来的话，为身边的人带来好的影响。。。。。。

与你分享最近写的一首快歌“高分贝赞美”，希望你会喜欢。这是主日现场录音，难免有一些瑕疵，不要介意。

高分贝赞美

打开门走出心灵地牢

世俗纠缠都放掉

我的心灵不再受到煎熬

我现在是多么的逍遥

烦恼重担全甩掉

我的心情比太阳还闪耀

Pre-Chorus:

登上地球最高地方

大声宣扬  自由时刻已来到

Chorus:

全世界跟着我唱

尽情欢唱将主爱宣扬

高分贝的赞美  大海也掀巨浪

全世界跟着我唱

忘我欢唱越唱越释放

高分贝的赞美  地心也被震撼

刚过去的主日（07/03）我在教会讲道。我跟教会的弟兄姐妹分享了一则故事，好多人都被感动落泪！这是我一个朋友在几年前转载给我的，我读过很多次，每次都一样的感动我的心。

这是一则英文故事.我感到非常抱歉,我没有时间翻译….这故事如下:

I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them.

I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, “Are you sure I don’t have enough money” She replied a bit impatiently, “You know that you don’t have enough money for it. The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere that she had to go get some other things and would be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll.

After a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for. He said, “It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it.” I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it. He said “No, Santa can’t go where my sister is…I have to give the doll to my Momma to take to her”. I asked him where his sister was.

He looked at me with the saddest eyes and said “She has gone to be with Jesus”. My Daddy says that Momma is going to have to go be with her. My heart nearly stopped beating. Then the boy looked at me again and said, “I told my Daddy to tell Momma not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store”. Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture. I told him I would love to. He pulled out some pictures he’d had taken at the front of the store. He said “I want my Momma to take this with her so she don’t ever forget me.” “I love my Momma so very much and I wish she did not have to leave me”. “But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister.”

I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so very quiet. While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pulled out a handfull of bills. I asked the little boy, “Shall we count that money one more time?” He grew excited and said “Yes, I just know it has to be enough”. So I slipped my money in with his and we began to count it.

Of course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, “Thank you Jesus for giving me enough money.” Then the boy said “I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to buy this doll so Momma can take it with her to give to my sister.” “And he heard my prayer”. “I wanted to ask him for enough to buy my Momma a white rose, but I didn’t ask him, but he gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Momma.” “She loves white roses so very very much”.

In a few minutes the aunt came back and I wheeled my cart away. I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shopping in a totally different spirit than when I had started. And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier about a drunk driver hitting a car and killing a little girl and the Mother was in serious condition. The family was deciding on rather to remove the life support. Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.

Two days later I read in the paper where the family had disconnected the life support and the young woman had died. I could not forget the little boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later that day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought some white roses and took them to the funeral home where the young woman was. And there she was holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store.

I left there in tears, my life changed forever. The love that little boy had for his little sister and his mother was overwhelming.

“We make a living by what we get; We make a life by what we give.”

希望这则故事一样感动你!也学习为别人付出……

一转眼又是春节。。。

对我来说，我最期待的还不是拜年，年糕，汽水还是红包；而是可以回家乡探望等我回家吃团圆饭的父母亲。

这种想要回家的心情不是每一个人可以理解的，只有那些离乡背井，长期在外头打拼的游子，或是出外求学的学生才可以真正体会到这归家的心情。

其实，每当回到家里，看到父母亲越来越苍老，心里总有说不出的酸，说不出的痛！我知道有一天他们会离开我，而这是我最害怕的分离！我真的要珍惜每一次的机会，也要尽所能把欢乐带给他们。

一回到家，妈妈就开始唠唠叨叨，总有讲不完的话。小时候，真的很厌烦妈妈“念经”，可是现在长大了，反而希望她可以讲多一些，甚至被她“骂”。。。就是希望可以听多一些她的声音。而爸爸呢，就会很自豪的拿出他自己制作的二胡，拉一些老曲子叫我听，还一直问我好听吗？有没有进步？我是多么希望这一切永远不会画上休止符…

今天，1月26日是我和她结婚8周年纪念日。

她~一个平凡朴素，却在我的生命占有一席非常重要地位的女人~汉香。

这8年一路走来，不曾听过她对我有什么物质享受上的要求。

8年前，当我们刚刚结婚的时候，我们几乎是一无所有；我们甚至都没有床，只有褥子，一个便宜的衣橱和化妆台，这就是我们新人房的家私。。。但她从来都没有埋怨！

记得每个早上我起床的时候，望着身边新婚的妻子，心中总有深深的愧疚感。好多的时候真的非常讨厌自己，为什么不能给她更好的！好多次，我都会问她：“你会后悔嫁给我吗？我都没有办法给你很好的东西！”。每次她都会望着我，对我说：“我从来都没有后悔，我已经非常满足！”。 那份的鼓励，安慰和感动我都铭刻在心，直到今天！

这8年来，她总是在背后默默的支持和鼓励我要好好爱主，好好的事奉神！

她是上帝给我最大的祝福和礼物。。。我希望我永远都是她最好的男人！