一则感人的故事

刚过去的主日(07/03)我在教会讲道。我跟教会的弟兄姐妹分享了一则故事,好多人都被感动落泪!这是我一个朋友在几年前转载给我的,我读过很多次,每次都一样的感动我的心。

这是一则英文故事.我感到非常抱歉,我没有时间翻译….这故事如下:

I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them.

I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, “Are you sure I don’t have enough money” She replied a bit impatiently, “You know that you don’t have enough money for it. The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere that she had to go get some other things and would be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll.

After a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for. He said, “It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it.” I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it. He said “No, Santa can’t go where my sister is…I have to give the doll to my Momma to take to her”. I asked him where his sister was.

He looked at me with the saddest eyes and said “She has gone to be with Jesus”. My Daddy says that Momma is going to have to go be with her. My heart nearly stopped beating. Then the boy looked at me again and said, “I told my Daddy to tell Momma not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store”. Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture. I told him I would love to. He pulled out some pictures he’d had taken at the front of the store. He said “I want my Momma to take this with her so she don’t ever forget me.” “I love my Momma so very much and I wish she did not have to leave me”. “But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister.”

I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so very quiet. While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pulled out a handfull of bills. I asked the little boy, “Shall we count that money one more time?” He grew excited and said “Yes, I just know it has to be enough”. So I slipped my money in with his and we began to count it.

Of course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, “Thank you Jesus for giving me enough money.” Then the boy said “I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to buy this doll so Momma can take it with her to give to my sister.” “And he heard my prayer”. “I wanted to ask him for enough to buy my Momma a white rose, but I didn’t ask him, but he gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Momma.” “She loves white roses so very very much”.

In a few minutes the aunt came back and I wheeled my cart away. I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shopping in a totally different spirit than when I had started. And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier about a drunk driver hitting a car and killing a little girl and the Mother was in serious condition. The family was deciding on rather to remove the life support. Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.

Two days later I read in the paper where the family had disconnected the life support and the young woman had died. I could not forget the little boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later that day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought some white roses and took them to the funeral home where the young woman was. And there she was holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store.

I left there in tears, my life changed forever. The love that little boy had for his little sister and his mother was overwhelming.

“We make a living by what we get; We make a life by what we give.”

希望这则故事一样感动你!也学习为别人付出……

回家过年

一转眼又是春节。。。

对我来说,我最期待的还不是拜年,年糕,汽水还是红包;而是可以回家乡探望等我回家吃团圆饭的父母亲。

这种想要回家的心情不是每一个人可以理解的,只有那些离乡背井,长期在外头打拼的游子,或是出外求学的学生才可以真正体会到这归家的心情。

其实,每当回到家里,看到父母亲越来越苍老,心里总有说不出的酸,说不出的痛!我知道有一天他们会离开我,而这是我最害怕的分离!我真的要珍惜每一次的机会,也要尽所能把欢乐带给他们。

一回到家,妈妈就开始唠唠叨叨,总有讲不完的话。小时候,真的很厌烦妈妈“念经”,可是现在长大了,反而希望她可以讲多一些,甚至被她“骂”。。。就是希望可以听多一些她的声音。而爸爸呢,就会很自豪的拿出他自己制作的二胡,拉一些老曲子叫我听,还一直问我好听吗?有没有进步?我是多么希望这一切永远不会画上休止符…

我和她

今天,1月26日是我和她结婚8周年纪念日。

她~一个平凡朴素,却在我的生命占有一席非常重要地位的女人~汉香。

这8年一路走来,不曾听过她对我有什么物质享受上的要求。

8年前,当我们刚刚结婚的时候,我们几乎是一无所有;我们甚至都没有床,只有褥子,一个便宜的衣橱和化妆台,这就是我们新人房的家私。。。但她从来都没有埋怨!

记得每个早上我起床的时候,望着身边新婚的妻子,心中总有深深的愧疚感。好多的时候真的非常讨厌自己,为什么不能给她更好的!好多次,我都会问她:“你会后悔嫁给我吗?我都没有办法给你很好的东西!”。每次她都会望着我,对我说:“我从来都没有后悔,我已经非常满足!”。 那份的鼓励,安慰和感动我都铭刻在心,直到今天!

这8年来,她总是在背后默默的支持和鼓励我要好好爱主,好好的事奉神!

她是上帝给我最大的祝福和礼物。。。我希望我永远都是她最好的男人!

蜕变(二)

在营会的第二天,神把一篇悔改的信息放在我的心里面。

我知道一个人的灵命若是要有突破,成长和复兴,一定要很认真的悔改!悔改不只是会认罪而已,而且还要改变!包括内心和活出来的生命和态度。很多人以为悔改只是向神认罪而已。。。当然会认罪固然好,但是神也要我们会努力的去改变。他也要帮助我们改变!阿们!

我问每个年轻人一句话:“你现在的罪,包括隐藏、显露的罪,已经在你的生命多久了?那同样的罪还要在你的生命多久?”。我相信好多人都不曾问过自己这个问题。我叫每个年轻人很具体的写下自己的罪在一张白纸上,过后我们都非常迫切的呼求神赦免我们的罪;不只是赦免了,也求神给我们力量胜过我们生命中的罪恶,不要一直再重犯!每个年轻人真的非常迫切的呼求神!如果您有在现场的话,您会被祷告的声浪震撼!圣灵的工作非常强烈的运行在当中!

我自己也是用尽我的力气和声音呼求神!我真的很讨厌我生命里的罪和软弱,我求神不但赦免我,也帮助我完全胜过,不要再把同样的罪带进我的未来!

祷告完了之后,我叫每个年轻人做一个预言性的动作,就是凭着信心把他们刚才写下的罪丢进垃圾袋里,预表他们已经完全胜过,并且完全脱离这些罪!阿们!

我和录音师皆流下男儿泪

当我独自在录音室里练习这首歌的时候,泪水不断的在我眼眶打转。。。脑海里不断浮现妈妈的影子以及过去与她起争执的画面。

我们曾经因着一些事情闹翻了,许久都没有讲话。那个时候,她有她自己的原因,我也有我自己的理由;虽然都是为了对方的好,但因着彼此都不能接纳对方的看法,而越闹越僵。到了最后,妈妈只抛下一句话:“如果有一天,妈咪离开了这个世界,你后悔也来不及了。。。”。我知道妈妈真的很受伤。虽然我尽努力的来修补这日益恶化的关系,但心里面一直都很愧疚。

几年后的某一天,妈妈从家乡打了一通电话给我。她告诉我,她想要送一份礼物给我。在电话里,我哭了;我哭得像个小孩一样。我不会那么容易在妈妈面前哭的,因为这对我来说,是一件很丢脸的事情!更何况我已经是孩子的爸爸了。。。我问她说:“妈咪,为什么你要对我这么好?我很常的时候,都没有好好对你。。。”。妈妈只是简单的回答我:“无论怎么样,你都是我的儿子!”。听了之后,我失去了控制,我哭得更加大声,眼泪好象决堤般的流下。

我相信,天下的父母都是爱孩子的。孩子再怎样伤他们的心,但对孩子的爱,却不曾减少过!

我在这里要说的是: 做孩子的, 不要等到”子欲养而亲不在”的时候,才来后悔! 趁父母亲还健在的时候, 对他们好一点,说话客气一点! 如果有时候觉得我们的心被父母亲”伤害”。。。我深信他们不是故意的,他们也是不想要这样的。。。真的!!

这是我写给妈妈的一首歌。当我的录音师听到这首歌的时候,他一直说“好感动!”。

在录音的当儿,我偷偷地瞄了录音师几次。。。只见他一直望着歌词,好几次都在拭去眼角的泪水。我知道他和妈妈也有一段故事。

这是我刚录完的歌,是还没经过处理的;还有一些的瑕疵,和声与吉他都还没加上去。我之所以会上载在我的部落格,与大家分享;是希望可以鼓励和感动你的心。

现在才懂

现在才懂

你对我那么深的爱

永远看重、付出与关怀

多少次使你蒙羞失去了光彩

你不藐视我的未来


现在才懂

你对我那么真的爱

无限宽容、温柔与忍耐

虽有无数次让你为我掉眼泪

我依然是你的宝贝


我爱你妈妈

谢谢你让我在你爱中长大

我不会再让你失望

我会努力向上


我爱你妈妈

谢谢你让我在你爱中长大

我不再让你掉眼泪

我会是你最乖最乖的宝贝



结束了第一个部分的录音

刚结束了我第一个部分的录音,感觉上好累哦!每天大概要用八到十个小时在录音室里不停的唱,有时候真的会唱到麻木嘞~哈哈哈哈。。。

我的第二张唱片共有12首歌。这次的录音,总共录了7首歌,下个行程将会继续录剩余的5首歌。

对于这次的录音有何感想?我觉得在唱法和情感的表达进步了很多,而且这次都是唱Free Style, 是属于比较随性的唱法。这次,我是制作人,比较没有压力。我觉得唯一的压力就是:一定要突破上一张专辑的水准,在各方面一定要有进步。。。感谢主!基本上是做到了!当然,还有很多地方要进步的。

这次,我也有做了一些“新的尝试”,,先卖个关子吧!保持一些些的神秘感。。。。哈哈哈哈!

请多多为我和这张专辑祷告!我希望我依然单纯,救灵魂,荣耀神!也让这专辑感动到千千万万人的心,把人带到耶稣的面前!阿们!

开始录制第二张唱片

再过几个小时,就要起程飞往吉隆坡录音了!

心情非常的紧张,也很压力!毕竟我知道我是一个不太会唱歌的人。我不是假谦卑,说虚伪的话,我是真的知道我的唱功是那么的有限。但,这对我也好,我会谦卑的依靠神。我既无俊美的外形,也无天籁般的歌声。。。如今所能依靠的就是神的恩典和恩膏。

我希望这张的专辑可以感动更多人的心,救更多的灵魂,也鼓励人的心!更重要的是:荣耀神!

我祷告说:不管以后我出了很多张的唱片,或者我变成一个很会唱歌的人,有着非常丰富的舞台经验;或者上帝让我“出名”,有很多的邀请。。。我还是要像现在一样,单单纯纯的依靠神,救灵魂,荣耀神!不要让我的心变质。。。阿们!

recording

为父的心

为父的心

当你走进我的生命里 我就决定全心爱你

最好的全都留给你     以欢乐代替你的泪滴

当你走进我的世界里     我就决定保护着你

以爱来做你的肯定     时刻都为你伸出膀臂

多么希望看到你好好跟随耶稣     一步一步跟随他的脚步

尽管经过那死阴幽谷     你会坚持到底不认输

多么希望看到你是那么的蒙福     健康的成长快乐和幸福

每天活在他美好蓝图     这就是我的快乐和满足

这首歌是我对年轻人的心!虽然我不是很会表露内心的人,但我可以确定我对他们的心真是如此. 我相信所有的牧师,教会的领袖组长对他们的羊都是抱着同样的心,甚至比我所写的歌更深!!

我熬过痛苦的一天

昨天清晨,我几乎是“痛醒”!原来我的牙龈突然发炎,疼痛无比!

昨天一整天,真的是坐立难安;我的左脸,包括头,耳朵,脸部一直阵阵抽痛,连讲话都困难,唉!搞到浑身都不舒服。

后来,就看医生,照着指示服药,所以这两天都是靠药物“克制”疼痛。。。。哈哈哈哈哈!

感谢主!现在好多了!所以啊,一个肢体受伤/疼痛,全身都会不舒服!切记!切记!!

高宁今天两岁了!!

时间真的过得很快,不知不觉,高宁今天已经两岁了!我已经养了她两年了,哈哈哈哈哈!!!!

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永远都不会忘记看着她出世的那一刻,我感动得差一点哭出来!

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永远都不会忘记第一次抱着她的感觉,好像我是全世界最幸福的爸爸!

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永远不会忘记,她第一次叫我DADDY。。。我高兴得差一点要告诉所有的人:我的女儿会叫我DADDY了!!!!!

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还有好多好多。。。。。她真的带来许多欢乐给我的家!

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宁宁,生日快乐!我会用我的一生来爱你,不管你长到多大,你永远都是我的宝贝!!

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